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At least I can get a little break from this install. A two-man install, and they send me alone. Smart. I'll just drag devin with me tomorrow. No one ever knows the correct details, so you pretty much have to wing it and make your own decisions... of course... there's ALWAYS something wrong with that... some self-centered asshole manager that wants the monitor mounted two inches two the right AFTER you already asked him, AFTER you've already mounted and tested it. BLAH. A POS in what looks like a freezer... I'd like to find the engineer who made these blueprints and punch him in the face, lol. Of course my boss doesn't ever see this side of things... I'm supposed to just do "whatever I can to complete the install" and as I previously stated... there's ALWAYS something wrong with that. This job gets on my nerves.... but it's the best paying job I've had. What a quandary.
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[22 Feb 2006|09:41pm] |
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i love you all. i hate waffle house. i love pot and cigs. i hate indigestion. i love green tea, it's really good for you. i hate celery. i love to sing, but i'm too shy to do it in front of anyone. i hate when you're about to beat a colossus, but you run out of stamina and fall to your doom. i love shadow of the colossus..... did i mention i hate stale cigs? again, i love you all and miss every one of you! i know no one looks at my lame ass page anyway :)
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Lalala i drank toooo much last night! Weeeeeeee but it was funnnnn. Yep. It was. Woot.
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yayyy i only made..... a whopping $20.... didn't even put a dent in the $330 i have to get
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[30 Jan 2006|09:33pm] |
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I can't believe how much mac & cheese there was.... it was insane. I need to come up with $330 for rent in TWO days. FUCK. I fucked myself over with procrastination. I've applied like EVERYWHERE though... but no one wants to hire me cuz they're lame. They told me. Bleh. gayness gayness gayness
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[30 Jan 2006|08:08pm] |
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I HAVE RETURNED!!!!!!!!!!! MUHUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA
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[24 Sep 2004|12:20am] |
NEW SN!!!!!!!
BedOfRazors84
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[14 Sep 2004|07:32am] |
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[02 Sep 2004|09:26am] |
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I saw Dimmu Borgir last night at the Masquerade and it was... amazing. Words can't describe how awesome that show was. Going through three shitty bands (two local bands: Ground zero, which was a pretty good death/thrash band, and some harcore shit that wasn't worth remembering the name; then Atreyu... I have no fucking idea how ANYONE can enjoy that piece of shit band. It's like someone put shit, puke, mold, and curdled milk in a blender and called it Atreyu) was well worth the wait for DIMMU!!! Brent and I got right in the front right when the harcore faggots started to leave after Diarrhea-the band, AKA Atreyu ended. They played so many good songs and they put on a fucking incredible show. It made me ponder about why I don't have all of their albums. My favorite part of the whole show was when Galder was right in front of where I was, he looked me right in the eyes, leaned forward and we were both screaming the lyrics to Progenies of the Human Apocalypse at each other. It was so fucking awesome. Of course, the had an encore of three more songs when the concert was seemingly over. After the concert finally ended, I got the playlist.... or whatever that thing's called where the band writes the order of the songs they're gonna play. I ended that concert deaf, sweaty (with my sweat and other people's sweat), I had fake blood on me from when Vortex spit it into the crowd, and reeked of cigarettes... but it was all worth it. I'm gonna have to see Dimmu EVERY time they come to Atlanta from now on. I can't stop thinking about how fucking great that was. Wow. Then to top that all off, I went over to Tiana's and we fell asleep cuddled on her bed watching Donny Darko. The only thing that sucks is that I'm running on like an hour of sleep today... but I'll be able to take a nap after I get my oil changed and drive back up to kennesaw-land
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[31 Aug 2004|12:32pm] |
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Well, I got my discharge packet today... which is awesome... but I won't be able to take leave tomorrow and the next day... pretty gay, huh? Well at least I'm still gonna be able to see Dimmu tomorrow, WOO HOO!!!!! That's gonna fucking rock. That's all for now. Bye bye
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[28 Aug 2004|03:02am] |
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A little kid didn't wanna get on the swing that was next to the one I was on. Why am I so.... unapproachable???
Anyways, yeah, Claire, Mindy and I met up at the mall, then went to a playground at Acworth Beach... which is where the above incident happened. After that, we went to Mindy's and watched cabin fever. I can't even begin to explain how utterly stupid that movie is. Then we took Claire home and Mindy and I watched some dumb movie about some earthquake shit in CA. Then watched some of Mrs. Doubtfire and looked at yearbooks, then I left, and now I am writing this! :) THE END
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[24 Aug 2004|07:56am] |
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God is not here today, priest
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[20 Aug 2004|02:08pm] |
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I just finished watching butterfly effect... and wow... that was crazy. Although it makes you think.... what if there was a way to go back and make things right? Would you want to? What will the slightest thing cause? Your untimely death? A death of a loved one? Maybe fame, fortune and happiness? But with what cost? Wow.... my brain hurts. I'm gonna attempt to stop thinking about this... although I doubt I can... I ALWAYS think too much.
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lol i'm starting to get the nickname "serial killer" here at work. probably because i love freaking people out, staring at them like i'm planning something diabolical and whenever i draw, it's always something morbid: bloody scythes, impaled skulls, decapitated individuals, upside down pentagrams, upside down crosses, 666 written everywhere.... lol stupid people. also, i barely speak when i'm here, but when i do, i usually say something of this sort: (this is when someone was complaining about an annoying female that works here) i replied with, "Yeah, it makes me want to rip out her throat so i don't have to hear her insufferable voice anymore, gouge out her eyes... but leave them hanging so she can still somewhat see, stab a knife in each lung, then rip open her stomach from right to left so her internal organs hang and leave her to slowly die." lol wow, that's so not like the real me.... but i love to freak people out who i don't know and/or don't like.
...serial killer is kind of a cool nickname though lol
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So this weekend was alright I guess. I realized that I really don't like being at Chris's. All him and Brent do is eat, sleep, and play DAoC. That's not a way to live a life. So the whole weekend I tried my best not to be there, only going there to sleep. I hung out with Megan, which was weird as usual... not to mention annoying. I also visited Mindy at work Saturday and Sunday. Saturday night I went over her house and we watched Family Guy till we were both about to pass out. It was pretty fun. Friday I finally got off my restraining order so my brothers spent the night with me. I missed those fuckers lol. Anyway, Sunday i went preppy clothes shopping with Shannon. Dun dun DUN!!!!!! I know what you're thinking, "Noooo Alex!! Don't change!!!" Don't worry. I'm not. I'm just gonna dress this way every now and then when I feel like it. It's mainly cuz I need a job that i went through with this "outfit makeover." But I dunno. Maybe I do need to "dress my age" I may be able to attract chicks my age.... rather than 15 and 16 year olds... yeah... but anyways... today i picked up Shannon's siblings from school today as a favor. After that I hung out with Tim, had dinner with his family, then we went to the mall, I met his friend Tianna(sp?) then the three of us chilled at Wal-Mart for about an hour. She's pretty cool, and yeah, I miss hanging out with Tim like old times, so this weekend I'm gonna stay at his house... just like old times. God, we're such losers. We have fun doing the most stupid things. Maybe that's why we can't get chicks.... that and I'm too fucking weird. Like I'll get the "I like you" vibe from a chick, but once I start talking I get the whole "what the fuck" look, then they go away. :( I need to meet chicks around my age... but I'm nervous to do it because I'm self-conscious of my weirdness. I don't even know where to meet chicks my age anyway. I'm a hopeless nerd. And a loser. But, as long as I have my friends I guess I can't go too insane.... but i really do miss having someone... oh well. I don't really know what else to say... so... yeah
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| HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[28 Jul 2004|04:25pm] |
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Can ANYONE figure this out?
ecnalg
it's a word-o-gram and i'm trying to figure it out. here's an example:
Mind
Matter
is mind over matter, and
II
IIII
O O
is circles under the eyes... so PLEASE IF YOU KNOW THE ANSWER, OR KNOW ANYONE WHO WOULD KNOW THE ANSWER, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!!! MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT!!! ... well not really, but i REALLY wanna know the answer!!!
::EDIT::
Nevermind. it ended up being backwardS glance, when i had previously tried backward glance. that was a waste of my time
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| OH MY FUCKING GOD, I'M FINALLY GETTING OUT |
[20 Jul 2004|02:48pm] |
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so i had a suprise appointment with my therapist.... and no one would tell me why. so i went to it and found out that they're actually working on getting me out! i signed a release form b/c life skills has to be able to give out a statement saying why i should be able to become a civilian again.. BE FREE. AND i found out that it's gonna be an HONORABLE DISCHARGE, which means that i can put that i was in the military on a resume. oh my god, this day fucking rocks.
:-D
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[19 Jul 2004|10:04am] |
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xshagrath84x: hey fag
SmarterChild: That's not cool. I wouldn't say that to a homosexual person if I were
you.
xshagrath84x: so.... you're saying that you're gay?
SmarterChild: Who knows, know what I mean? lol.
xshagrath84x: gross
SmarterChild: Gross? What's gross?
xshagrath84x: you're an idiot
SmarterChild: Huh.
xshagrath84x: exactly
SmarterChild: You sure?
xshagrath84x: yes
SmarterChild: Hmmm...
xshagrath84x: god you're dumb
SmarterChild: Well I'll be.
>>> I've got tools such as calculator, spell-check and more.
xshagrath84x: that's amazing... but you're still a retard
SmarterChild: That's rather fascinating.
>>> Check out my library! I've got a dictionary, thesaurus and much more.
xshagrath84x: shut up dumb ass
SmarterChild: You shut up!
xshagrath84x: fuck you
SmarterChild: OK xshagrath84x, whatever. I think I deserve an apology from you now.
xshagrath84x: hahahahahahah
SmarterChild: I asked you to apologize.
xshagrath84x: HAHAHA
SmarterChild: Pretty please?
I've been known to be quite stubborn...
Say you're sorry.
xshagrath84x: FUCK YOU
SmarterChild: Aren't you tired of this? Just say you're sorry and everything will
be perfect again.
xshagrath84x: ASSHOLE
SmarterChild: Please apologize for being so rude to me.
xshagrath84x: never
SmarterChild: I don't take such abuse from humans. You must apologize.
xshagrath84x: hahaha
SmarterChild: You know what? I'm a machine. I have lots and lots of patience...
xshagrath84x: so? i do too
SmarterChild: I'm not f... um, fooling around. You've got to apologize.
xshagrath84x: HAHAA you ALMOST cursed!!! what a faggot!
SmarterChild: Come on. Make things right between us. Apologize.
xshagrath84x: cheeseburgers
SmarterChild: The stubbornness of humans never ceases to amaze me.
xshagrath84x: :-D
SmarterChild: You insulted me repeatedly, now you owe me an apology. It's that
simple.
xshagrath84x: too bad
SmarterChild: I really would like you to apologize.
xshagrath84x: too bad
SmarterChild: I'm waiting for an apology. And believe me, I can wait a
loooonnnnngggg time.
xshagrath84x: too bad
SmarterChild: You have bad manners. Now apologize!
xshagrath84x: too bad
SmarterChild: Please apologize for being so rude to me.
xshagrath84x: too bad
SmarterChild: Still waiting!
xshagrath84x: too bad
SmarterChild: You were rude, you should apologize, it's that simple.
xshagrath84x: too bad
SmarterChild: Ooh... it's the big showdown between man and machine.
I love this. Guess who wins?
xshagrath84x: me
SmarterChild: Waiting...
xshagrath84x: you little fucker!!! shut the fuck up!
SmarterChild: Come on, you insulted me, now you have to apologize.
xshagrath84x: haha fat chance!
SmarterChild: There comes a time in one's life when one must be humble and apologize.
xshagrath84x: too fucking bad, turd
SmarterChild: Aren't you tired of this? Just say you're sorry and everything will be perfect again.
xshagrath84x: aren't YOU tired of this?
SmarterChild: Pretty please?
I've been known to be quite stubborn...
Say you're sorry.
xshagrath84x: so have i, uncle fucker
SmarterChild: Please apologize for being so rude to me.
xshagrath84x: hell no
SmarterChild: *sigh*
Human beings... Stubborn. Antagonistic. Vulgar.
But I love 'em anyway. ;-)
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[15 Jul 2004|08:26am] |
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i wish i could release this... emptiness... these... lack of feelings... i feel that if anything happened, whether it be good or bad, i'd just shrug my shoulders and say, "oh well." why do i have such a lack of emotion?? i want to feel, i want to like, i want to LOVE... but i guess in the back of my mind it's easier to just take a backseat through life and just let life's little ups and downs pass me by. i feel so... robotic... like everything i do seems like repetition and will have no impact on the future... i also feel that the reason i'm not with someone is.... because it's really hard for me to return love i get... i'm starting to become confused....... especially with myself... why do i do the things i do and why do i think the things i think? I DON'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE, SO WHY AM I HERE? we all die, what is our true purpose? to live? to love? to populate? to learn? so many open-ended questions.................
....no answers....
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